Survive

One day at a time
One dream to achieve
Living in the moment
Still looking for a sign

Even when things get rough
I know that I must trust
These trials will strengthen me
   Then will be crushed into dust

I will survive,
This hell I am in
I will not...
   Let this be the end.

Lost

Pulled in every direction

Never making my own decisions

In a world I don't understand

A broken ship I have to man

Starring down this life alone

I just want a place to call home

My home

Just me

A sanctuary

A retreat

Yet, I'm stuck in this hell

I'm so lost,

I just YELL!

And SCREAM!

And cry...

And dream

Dream of when I'm not longer lost,
    in a sea of dreams

But that reality;

Is much farther away, than it originally seemed.

By You

Endless days watching the sky

Hoping things become different in  my eyes

Simply wishing you were coming back

But alas,
    I find despair in hope

For what it brings,
    Lacks fulfilling things
 
Causing my heart and soul to sing

Of pain

Of sorrow

Of a dream never coming true

Of countless promises broken

All done unto me

By you.